I have been awake since 2AM. Well, not entirely true. I fell asleep for a few minutes around 5:15, but Dan quickly let me know I was snoring and I was wide awake again. (Note: I do not normally snore. It is a side effect from carrying and extra 45lbs around your belly. That and hormones.) Grand sleep total = 3 hours. Oh well, not like I have anything to do today :)
Did I also mention I feel sick? Not sick to my stomach, nerve-sick (though I've got that too), but totally congested, sore throat, killer headache kind of sick. I want coffee, Tylenol and a big glass of water, but alas I can have none of that. (Only enough water to brush my teeth!)
Needless to say, I'm totally nervous. The last few weeks have been moving towards this morning, but I hadn't really thought about what was going to happen today. Now the fears of complications and difficulties are in the forefront of my mind.
Who knows what today holds? I'm hopeful that the day will end happy and with a baby in my arms, but Abby took 18 1/2 hours. So it could very well be tomorrow? Then again, I'm shooting to have this whole thing wrapped up by late afternoon.
After all, the Tennessee plays Jacksonville in the Monday night game. I'd love to be able to introduce him to the Titans within the first few hours of life. :)
Ok. Writing helped with the nerves a little. Off to the hospital I go. Bring on the Pitocin!
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